spring-bells

2005-06-06T22:28:00.000-07:00

2005-06-04T12:28:00.000-07:00

sel's house for science coursework yesterday!
went to school to borrow weighing scale.
unfortunately, all science labs were closed.
went to staff room to ask get teacher's permission.
fortunately, jun yin's mum was there.
unfortunately, she was leaving.
met ahem on the way.
im too embarrassed to look at her.
-looks at weiling

then off to sel's hse!
went to shop and save to take the weight of the 15 oranges.
that's the weirdest thing i've ever done.
used the weighing machine at the counter somemore!
then bought ingredients for cookies!
yumyum.

dear estee was very early.
2 hours early.
haha.
then we did the experiment.
which wont be very accurate coz we spilt quite a fair amt of juice and alcohol.

then cookie making!
(estee was working out and burning more than 100 calories while we were preparing the ingredients)
we had manual whiskers/beaters/whatever you call that thing.
our cookies turned out not bad ehh!
then each of us made one big cookie.
dunno how it turned out coz all of us left before they were done.
i doubt my mum will allow me to eat it coz i was coughing way too much last night.
hurr ):

supposed to be slogging for history reflections now.
but i cant find anything!!
ahhh!
to add on.
we have review papers to complete.
i am so gonna die.
:\

2005-06-03T11:06:00.000-07:00

my father said last night that daphne khoo was attached to his company for 3 months at one time.
is that cool or what?

the first week of holidays has passed.
and i barely started on any homework.
someone help me please.
):

2005-06-01T22:11:00.000-07:00

went out with weiling for lunch at j8 today!
took neos((:
we took superr long to decorate and the machine didnt have a time limit.
i think the people outside must be wondering why we took so long.
saw jennyline's twin and pearly(esther's sis) there.
lunched at macs, then to angeline's house.

we almost completed the superstar song alr!
proud of ourselves ((:
i must admit this is the first time i actually managed to complete so much work at someone's house.
heh.
her sister's funny.
as in haha kind of funny ((:

angeline taught us how to differentiate between a male and female butterfly.
whahaha.
kinda disgusting actually.

i hate those pushy kind of people.
esp in a crowded bus.
so irritating.

2005-05-30T19:13:00.000-07:00

science enrichment today.
super boring.
dont know why they make us learn when it isnt even tested.
and we dont even get to see the results of the experiment we conducted.
hurrr.
at least that will be a teeny weeny bit interesting.
wanted to go watch madagascar with 2dee peeps, but had tuition.
:
leonie's hse yesterday!
was fun fun!
and ahem something very interesting happened.
behind closed doors.
-winks at sel, ziqin, angeline

2005-05-27T17:45:00.000-07:00

clan association trip today.
was boring till we had the hands on session of making tea.
hoho ar, -pour until the teapot overflow.
everytime.
whahaha.
we had dumplings!
like, finally.
dear ameline peeled my tea egg for me.
but unfortunately, i still ate bits of the egg shell.
haha.
out of the 4 two dee tables, 3 yamseng-ed!
haha.
two dee's crazy lar :D
was fun on the way back to sch ((:
esp the back of the bus.
and since when did i become the ahem's wife??
i dont have such bad taste lor!
-stares at huiying, racho, sel, binggs, weiling

maths trail ytd.
facilitated with krys.
some of the sec ones are cute ((:
and ytd was much better than the tues one coz the weather was much better.

sigh.
i wonder if i can finish all that on time.
-looks at overflowing pile of holiday hw on desk
like what weiling said, i will miss tuu dee ):
ONE WHOLE MONTH!

ppr wasnt good, nor bad.
i think i could have done better if there was no chinese.

2005-05-25T12:10:00.000-07:00

i feel so guilty.
im not supposed to be surfing the net.
supposed to be doing research for history.
shit la.
so much hw to be handed in on friday.
and tmr still got dance.

bad headache this morning.
so didnt go to school.
i miss mummy so badly.
):

2005-05-24T20:05:00.000-07:00

spite me all you want.
but you'll never win.
so there.

2005-05-20T22:32:00.000-07:00

IT'S OVER!
-jumps around in excitement
now i just have to wait for the day i get my PPR.

yay!
i love next week!
enrichment week basically means freedom!
sadly, still have to hand in hw.
esp maths.
one per day.
boo.

hw to be done over the weekend:

maths [26, 27, 28, 29, 30]
history reflection [2]
book review
newspaper reflections [5]

thats about it.
which means my weekend wont be a holiday.
:
OHSHIT.
weiling just said there's CHINESE YI LUN WEN!!
OMG.
IM SO DEAD LA.
I JUST FAILED ONE YESTERDAY AND NOW I HAVE TO FAIL ANOTHER ONE.

sel, mindy, i-tien applying for ip.
shld i go?
i feel like trying out, but cant bear to leave st nicks.
my friends i mean.
anyway i think i wont even get in.
im not the independent type.

2005-05-16T11:09:00.000-07:00

the maths ramp thing is killing all of us i tell you.
esp the EXTENSION.
how i hate that word.
i hate the rain.
it made me sick.
boo.
shin didnt come today coz she had fever.
and i had fever in sch.
haiyoo.
felt so dead all day.
came back home at abt 4 and slept till 6.30.
no fever!
:D
but not going to sch tmr.
shld i go for dance?
i've missed so many practices alr.
ok i shall go off now.
good night world!

2005-05-15T06:16:00.000-07:00

helllooooo! (:
it's cheryl's blog here.
but it aint cheryl blogging here.
it's cheryl's friend blogging here.
and her friend is crapping away.
her friend knows that cheryl's stressed up.
her friend knows that cheryl typed in caps suddenly
and made her friend laugh like siao.
her friend found it really funny.
her friend started laughing and cheryl laughed too.
her friend knows that cheryl's going a bit siao cos of studies.
her friend knows cheryl's doing her maths task now.
her friend just hacked into her blogger account.
her friend that's why is blogging for her now.
her friend is super nice.
her friend in weiling.
end of story.
YAYEEEE! (:

2005-05-13T22:22:00.000-07:00

life is so complicated.
sometimes i just want to break free of all these problems.
but i can't.

today's a super bad day.
the new monitors.
the junior prefects.
home econs.
maths common test.
art project.

popularity is an important factor in this school.
i dont wanna elaborate.
might be moving to diary-x soon.

chinatown yesterday.
the route is bloody long.
how do they expect us to remember when we only walk the route once and the map is so blurred?
sel and me waited for ct8.
it never came.
so we decided to take mrt.
walked down 9274328 flights of stairs.
so tiring.
reached home at 6.30.
didnt study AT ALL for maths.

gurung sucks lar.
elaine lim is nice ((:

oh yes.
mrs koh let us do a class test set by last yr's 2D.
one of whom is kitty.
haha.
got full marks ((:
doubt will get the same result for maths ct though.

this entry is so not in chronological order.

2005-05-11T20:15:00.000-07:00

had maths olympiad training after school.
i improved for the post test!
-beams
0/5 to 4/5 :D
after ameline left. me and weiling were like laughing for nothing.
mostly about the person across the aisle.
she told me that she and ameline kept on laughing because of her.
cant really remm what was the reason though.

then went home with ling2, shin, mindy, peiting, shuhs, congyi.
very funny!
congyi suddenly sang some soldier chinese song.
and her right arm extend in and out.
with the whole lot of us were walking behind her.

interruption:
may just told me she farted.
and now she's gonna fart again.
whahahahahahahahaha.
she said i no tong qin xin.
and that she's used to it alr.
hurhur.

ohshit!
i just remm im supposed to find info for music!!
ahhh!!!

ok continue story.
then me and shuh ying were like, err.
haha.
anw on the bus also laugh laugh laugh.
then left me ling mindy.
we were trying to corner mindy so she couldnt get down.
but in the end she managed to escape.
thus, our mission failed.
dunno why ling n me kept laughing for no reason.
ohya!
history almost repeated itself.
i almost rolled down the aisle like what wen shin did last time.
:oh. and i think i saw my pri sch dance instructor on the bus.
sitting beside michelle quek.

2005-05-07T22:30:00.000-07:00

(in no particular order)

wen shin; deb tan; yan zhen; leonie; peiting; kah ying; zhangwei; jing xiao; si ling; eunice; huiying; deb chiu; yan bing; estee; esther; adeline; melissa goh; jiahui; esti; boonie; mindy; hoho; may; selina; ameline; krystal; congyi; cheryl er; angeline; an hui; sandra; lynn; wei ling; kitty; angelina:

thank you all for the birthday wishes over sms, msn, tagboard and presents!!
they really made my day :D
i lova you all!
happy sweet 14 to me ((:

2005-05-06T22:53:00.000-07:00

today's the last day that i'll be 13!
in 1 hr and 9 mins, i'll be 14!
yay!
:D

home econs was fun!
no test agn coz no time.
made us study for nth.
anw we cooked lontong today!
hahaha.
was rather good.
even though we did one step wrongly.
hahaha.
we added in the milk before adding in the prawns.
then the tau gua nt too bad.
((:
somehow or other me and estee always like end up laughing coz we're at a loss what to do.
whahaha.
ate the lontong w/o the gravy in the end.
so it isnt lontong.
i-tien added sugar instead of salt to hers.
so hers was super sweet.

there was a blackout drg the chi test.
dunno whether i'll pass anot.
-prays hard
no doubt its easier than the first one.
but the easier it is, the more dangerous.

cant believe COCO is in maths olympiad training.
she and her friends were making so much noise.
esp her.
she wants to be teacher's pet agn.
shant say bad abt her on the last day of that i'll be 13.

whole body aching coz of napfa.
:\

2005-05-05T20:20:00.000-07:00

today's a bad day.
but it kinda rocked.
how contradicting.

napfa today.
was quite ok.
the pull up teacher was lenient.
kinda blur.
haha.
all of us were like crowding at her station coz she like nv notice if we do wrongly anot.
and i passed 40cm for sitn reach for the first time.
thats quite an achievement for me ((:
ponned dance.
eunice just said that zhuang's gna ask us why we didnt go.
hafta think up of a good excuse.

dooms day tmr.
i dont wanna fail agn!
:(
shall go off to study after i finish blogging.

SATURDAY'S COMING!
YAY!
:D

2005-05-03T21:23:00.000-07:00

windows 98 reloaded into comp agn.
:i hate it man.
and is tagboard down or smth?
coz i cant seem to see it.

dance today.
went to dance studio at abt 3.25.
and found that dance had alr started.
until the yatui part alr.
muscles were damn pain.
the consequences of not stretching for 2 whole weeks.
hair kept flapping coz i didnt clip it up.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL HO & ANGELINE !!

2005-05-02T07:22:00.000-07:00

2.4 tmr.
erps.
im so scared.
what if i suddenly faint halfway?
-shudders

had yd yesterday with the sec2 class.
my FORMER class.
the class full of bimbotic b.itches.
really.
you shld have seen how elsa ran.
so bimbotic.
we were playing this ice breaker game.
sec1s against sec2s.
we were supposed to shout out the others name when the banner was dropped.
then sarah screamed and laughed in this SUPER bimbotic way.
i was like omg?
couldnt stand it.

then off to weiling's hse for history.
didnt do much there.
her sister's cute! (:
we played hide-and-seek.
and i was trying to blend in with the furniture.
haha.

went to estee's hse for ipw today.
didnt manage to accomplish much also.
yanzhen's reaction to chewy damn funny la.
hahaha.
finally got someone to accompany me.
j8 for luch with debbie and yz.
they were talking abt the horror movies on the way.
damn freaky can.
thats why i nv dare to watch horror movies.

tuition ltr.
nat was like sleeping throughout?
when he woke up he didnt do much work either.
wasting his parents money lar.
fyi, nat's my distant cousin.

dance's starting tmr.
mixed feelings.
:\

2005-04-30T09:27:00.000-07:00

YELLOW WON!!!
WHOOHOO!!
finally! after like 1826326423 years!
yay!
we totally rock and rule!
:D

2005-04-28T19:50:00.000-07:00

today's a hyper day.
the whole of tuudee was playing drg health checkup.
most commonly played was the scissors paper stone with the split.
then sci lesson aft recess.
the bouncy egg!
and the bendable potato!
moohaha.

me and weiling were vandalising ameline's knees.
muahahahaha.
she'll have to scrub it all off if not i dont know how she's gonna wear pe shorts with all the vandalism tmr.
hahaha.
then somehow or other ling and ame were chasing me. then when reach the stairs to the sec bridge, suddenly got 1 pri girl dashed out.
and i was running towards her, with the 2 of them behind.
then the girl saw us and screamed!
then we almost died of laughter.
then they did a re-enactment at the new roof garden, laughing all the time.

tanya chua concert yest.
pei fen the dj is so cute!
and she's also frm stnicks!
haha.
sabo-ed lynn.
she said she was so malu.
coz she didnt know how to sing tanya chua's album songs.
in the end she sang where i belong.
and got an autographed album!
hurhur.

tmr's sports day!

GO YELLOW!!

hoho's hurrying me to publish my post.
so i shall end here.
tata!

2005-04-22T18:35:00.000-07:00

two people frm st nicks whom i dont know have added me on friendster.
weird.

today's a good day!((:
shall list out the good things:
1) CO got GOLD!
2) ELDDS got GOLD!
3) elit test was kinda easy! as in the question.
4) SLY CAME!
5) i managed to finish writing aiming's letter and passed it to her!
6) and err nth else i think.

shall talk about sly!
queued up with winnie and melissa.
sel and qin were in front.
tried to run to the front so many times but stupid pan wldnt let us go.
finally managed to get past her when she wasnt looking.
then when the doors open, everybody was like chiong-ing inside.
sly wore 3/4 sleeve pink tee which he kept pulling up.
haha
took 17 pics of him with my phone!
but nt v clear coz my phone no gd.
he sang 3 songs.
then got one time he touched sel's head!
like whoa.
sel gave him a letter containing her particulars i think.
got him to autograph album cover, lime poster and student diary!!
yay!
:DD

ohyes.
partnered yewei for home econs today.
coz estee didnt come.
sick with exam fever.

we cooked umpuuma or smth.
horrible.
the smell, taste everything.
only ate the cashew nuts.
which were unfortunately a bit chao tar.
nevertheless it was fun.
coz first time i nv hand busy leg messy(translate to chinese)
n gurung didnt say me.
haha.

i miss dance! :(

2005-04-20T17:45:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair.
it looks horrible now.
esp when i let it down.
i look eurgh.
:(
now i can only wait for it to grow back.

elit test this fri.
which is like 2 days away.
and i havent started studying.
supposed to be finding the study guide now.

i think im gonna fail all my humanities this year.
help!

dance outing!

2005-04-16T20:45:00.000-07:00

dance lunch today.
met geraldine at bishan mrt.
she finally decided to go coz nat was going.
3 of us trained to somerset.
met the rest at marche.
of all places they must choose such an ex place.
paid 11.60 for ham&cheese crepe and a small glass of milkshake?
daylight robbery man.
ohyes.
eunice and charmaine went ard making people drink some red coloured drink.
was quite suspicious, but just drank it in the end.
weird taste.
guess what it was?
some mixture of snapple and smarties.
heh.

took neos at dunno where with deb tan&chiu, geraldine, tricia and natalie.
met boon and her grp at the entrance.
then while we were taking neos, kitty and lei i think kept making us laugh.
thus resulting in me looking retarded in almost all the neos :haha.
met lydia on the escaltor.
went to cheers, then met boon and the rest agn.
trained home with deb chiu, geraldine, tricia.

i learnt a lesson today.
never run with slippers.
-nods

2005-04-15T22:37:00.000-07:00

i am seriously irritated and pissed.
it's just like the other outings.
why?
why are they always like that?
two diff grps of ppl, same character.
sigh.

2005-04-15T10:09:00.000-07:00

modern got GOLD! ~~without honours~~
so sad right!
was really hoping they would make history!
big char goes ard cheering ppl up by saying we got double gold.
a gold is like a silver, now that there's gold with honours.
how i wish there was nv gold with honours.
then dancers wont be so sad.
well, some of us.

in a way, this has sort of benefitted chinese dance.
coz huang cant put us down anymore.
who cares about him anyway.
i think i sound very self-centred,
am i?

wonder if we'll still be as close to one another now that syf is over.
have grown closer to some ppl whom i have nv spoken to before.
truth is, i think i would rather continue having syf.
then the bonds will never have a chance of breaking.
gee, i sound like there's a tragedy or smth :
at least we didnt accumulate those bruises for nothing.
left knee started to hurt this morning for no reason.
think my injury's coming back.
luckily there's a 2 week break.

made chicken kebab today!
:D
gloria gurung nv fails to say me.
like im so blur like that.
actually, i am.
haha.
anw, it turned out fine ((:

dance outing tmr!
i feel like ponning horizon.

2005-04-14T16:10:00.000-07:00

went to support modern at kallang today!
when they ran out we were cheering and shouting and screaming like shit.
the girls in front of us were covering their ears.
think they were frm crescent girls.
hah.
they dont know the meaning of school spirit.
or rather, sn's dance spirit.
((:
though there were a few mistakes here and there, like wrong taiwei, it was quite gd(:
sure can get gold.
or maybe even gold with honours!
and we gave them a STANDING OVATION!
suppose we cheered louder for them than they did for us.

some modern dancers were crying after their performance.
dunno why leh.
like huwen, lei.
emotional.
passed boon her letter.
she was saying tt she cldnt see or smth while mrs soW was getting the rest to queue up.
so i seemed like i didnt want to listen to her or smth.
felt so bad.
sorry boon!

then they took a few grp photos.
chinese nv even take lar.
wth.
stupid huang.
obviously he favours modern.
zls(the old one) said it was coz we were in a hurry that day.
like who will believe her.
anw, the whole of sn dance took grp photos!
((:
i want one!

we gave mrs soh a new name.
female pig.
or SOW.
hahahahah.
she's downright idiotic.

cldnt stop laughing throughout the trip back to sch.
BOBBING.
hahahahha.

hope modern gets gold with honours!
-prays

no doubt.
SN DANCE ROCKS.

2005-04-12T17:43:00.000-07:00

GOLD!!!
GOLDGOLDGOLD!!!
but no honours
who cares??
we got GOLD!!
despite a few mistakes!!
and most of the dancers are sec ones and twos!!
yay!!
WE ACTUALLY MAINTAINED THE RECORD!!
YAY!!
:D

now it all depends on modern dance.
we're counting on you to get GOLD WITH HONOURS.
((:

2005-04-11T08:25:00.000-07:00

I CANT BELIEVE IT! SYF IS TOMORROW!
TOMOROW!!
OMG.
IM SO SCARED!
THAT WE ~~WONT~~ GET GOLD WITH HONOURS!
*TOUCH WOOD*
CHINESE DANCE! WE MUST GET GOLD WITH HONOURS!
CANNOT LET HUANG LOOK DOWN ON US!
LET'S DO IT PEOPLE!
YEAH!

hahaha.
im high.
all those months of sheer hard work and scoldings will all be over tomorrow.
all our effort.
just for tomorrow's competition.
in less than 24 hours time, we'll know the results.
go chinese dance!
((:

2005-04-10T03:28:00.000-07:00

i forgot to bring home my wallet and handphone.
thios is so great man.
:(

2005-04-07T20:25:00.000-07:00

SHUT UP;
simple plan

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
Is gonna bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
You'll never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be (Don't tell me who I should be)
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
You won't bring me down
Bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
You won't bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up

WELCOME TO MY LIFE;
simple plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

i can relate to both songs so well.

2005-04-07T08:07:00.000-07:00

ever since term 2 started, i have not been the same.
i do not feel as happy as i was in term 1.
innocent and carefree.
problems started rising.
all kinds.

it's four days to syf.
and everything will be over.
one less burden.
i can cut my hair.

i dont know what's wrong with me.
why do i always have friendship probs?
why? why?
im sick of everything.
how i wish i had never been born.
i know im not supposed to say that.
but i have to.

problems, problems.
sigh.

2005-04-02T10:50:00.000-08:00

today was funn -beams
krystal went "someone looks weird with contact lenses and fake eyelashes" when i passed her on the stairs.
erps.
went kallang theatre.
the chinese dance costume is ~~hideous~~ compared to modern's.
sigh..
modern's costume doesnt suit their dance though.
kinda weird.
think energy and long flowy white costumes.
i love the modern dance costume.

i got used to my contacts too ((:
my wound is healing nicely (:
HAPPY :D

aiming and deb chiu were funny on the way home.
hahaha.
dancers are such nice people.
except a certain AHEM in my level.

2005-03-31T20:09:00.000-08:00

i have an OPEN wound on my left elbow :dont know when it'll heal.
had some probs this week.
part of it is resolved alr.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRYSTAL!
MAY YOUR TOILET BOWL BUSINESS THRIVE!
:D
HAHAHA.

went to reserve sly's album with sel yest.
then met i-tien melissa winnie.
they were gna buy present for krys.
and bought a huge furry dog for her frm gift-a-name.
the dog's so cute!!
and huggable!

changed place alr.
now sitting at the back of the class with wen shin.
i cant see ):
ok i can.
but i dont like sitting at the back.
i'll tend to not pay attention, so its better for me to sit in front.
ohwells.

i still cant wear my contacts fast enough.
took like so long to wear lar.
luckily sel was there to give me pressure.
so didnt take as long as the first time i wore.

we have to wear fake eyelashes for syf.
erps.
i cant even handle contacts, and they're asking me to wear fake eyelashes?!
syf is in 12 days.
how fast time flies.
soon it'll be over.
dance will be relaxed (:
and i found out that h---n is actually quite nice and funny.

i want a new blogskin.
anynice ones to recommend?
:D

2005-03-27T10:40:00.000-08:00

I HATE MY PARENTS.
I HATE MY LIFE.
I WISH I DIDNT HAVE SUCH PARENTS.
FREAKK.
WHY MUST THEY BE LIKE THAT?
IM GONNA BREAK SOON.
I DO SCHOOL WORK AND SURF NET AT THE SAME TIME, THEY COMPLAIN.
NAGNAGNAG.
THAT'S ALL THEY KNOW.
IM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS.
REALLY.
I NEED HELP.
OR MAYBE I SHOULD JUST DIE.
IF THIS GOES ON, I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
NO ONE TO TURN TO FOR HELP.
NOT EVEN FRIENDS, COZ I DONT WANT TO TROUBLE THEM.
WHY?WHY?WHY?
WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME?
WHY CANT I HAVE A HAPPY FAMILY LIKE OTHERS?
ALL THEY SAY IS THAT I SURF THE NET AND SLACK TOO MUCH.
BUT DO THEY KNOW HOW MUCH STRESS I HAVE?
HOW UPSET I FEEL?
FOR SOME REASON, IM CRYING NOW.
I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
IN THEIR EYES, IM JUST SO IMPERFECT.

2005-03-24T21:40:00.000-08:00

i hate my life.
life sucks.
wtf.
because of the blasted tuition, i have to cancel my outing.
and my stupid father is lecturing now.
fck.
i feel like crying.
i feel like ending my life.
nvm.
i can still go out next time.

friendship

2005-03-24T19:30:00.000-08:00

what is a true friend?
i asked myself today.
a true friend is one who cares for you.
that's all.
simple.
somehow or other, after science today, felt rather moody.
maybe it was because of elaine lim rejecting all our proposals.
and it carried on till maths.
sry hazel!
for ignoring you when you said "good afternoon!" to me.

dance afterwards.
modern got a big scolding frm huang today.
first time i see him scold till like that.
damn scary.
but modern's still better than chinese.
chinese's improving (:
now we can do the tree part quite well (:
and i managed to smile throughout (:

the b.itch totally spoilt my mood.
why must she appear in my life?
why?WHY?
why cant she just stay in china and not come to s'pore to wreck my life?
luckily im not in same class as her.
but same CCA.
argh.
have to endure 2 more yrs of her.
i really hate her.
ALOT.
bi.tch.

going ice skating with sel, ho, leonie, yb tmr!
yaye! :D
but estee and weiling not coming.
):
nt sure if ziqin's coming.
if she comes then we'll have an even no.
btw, i do not know how to ice skate.
so i hope to learn smth new tmr (:

ultimate

2005-03-23T16:43:00.000-08:00

ultimate - lindsay lohan

You're the kind of friend who always bends
When I'm broken
Like remember when
You took my heart, and put it back together again
I've been wasting time with clueless guys, but now it's over
Let me tell you why
I'm through
I've met someone new
Who's just like you

[chorus]
You're it, you're the ultimate
It's automatic, I'm sure of it
No lie, so don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cause I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it, you're the ultimate, you

You're the kind of guy, whose hand in mine
Sends shivers up and down my spine
You took my heart, and put it back together again

You're the kind of guy that blows my mind
But now it's my turn
It's been right in front of me
Everything I need
Why didn't I see

[chorus]
You're it, you're the ultimate
It's automatic, I'm sure of it
No lie, so don't even try
To tell me, that you're not the guy
'Cause I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it, you're the ultimate, you

[guitar playing]

[chorus]
You're it, you're the ultimate
It's automatic, I'm sure of it
No lie, so don't even try
To tell me, that your not the guy
You're it, you're the ultimate
It's automatic, I'm sure of it
No lie, so don't even try
To tell me that your not the guy
'Cause I've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it, you're the ultimate, you

Youre it, you're the ultimate, you....

reminds me of the dance put up by puritians drg muzikalthon.
and one puritee!!
:D

all the small things

2005-03-23T16:35:00.000-08:00

all the small things - blink 182

All the small things
True care, truth brings
I'll take, one lift
Your ride, best trip
Always,I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting, commiserating

Say it aint so, I will not go,
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na

Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know.
She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares

Say it aint so, I will not go,
Turn the lights off, carry me home

Say it aint so, I will not go,
Turn the lights off, carry me home

Keep your head still,
I'll be your thrill
The night will go on, my little windmill

Say it aint so, I will not go,
Turn the lights off, carry me home

Keep your head still,
I'll be your thrill
The night will go on, the night will go on
My little windmill

for some reason i love this song alot alot.

2005-03-22T19:18:00.000-08:00

yay!its Good Friday on friday!(duh)
and maybe im going out!
yay!
havent gone out for ages, unless you count going for project wrok and stuff drg hols.
bleahs.

im all sticky and stinky now.
coz of dance.
really hate the leaves.
so irritating.
esp when they drop off and i have to paste it back again.
and i feel very pressurised when i wear the leaves.
im afraid they might drop off.

im HUNGRY.

2005-03-15T20:20:00.000-08:00

helloo!
i shall blog for the sake of all you nice people out there so you can tag and give your comments :D
hahaha.

met yb, hoho, may, lingling, ameline at bishan interchange.
i was the odd one out coz i wasnt wearing something related to sch :shld have worn purity tee.
took neos.
then suddenly estee appeared, so one of the neos has estee's hand reaching out for ameline's head.
so freaky. haha.
then to leonie's hse.
we were crazy on the bus mann. (i think)
the woman beside me was looking at us as if we were nuts.
hahaha.

then me, hoho and yb, having been to leonie's hse before, made the rest of them lead the way.
and may went straight instead of turning left.
so hoho or yb(i cant remm who) said she wanted to tie her shoelace and the three of us started running like siao.
and the rest followed suit.
damn funny i tell you.
imagine a bunch of mad ppl running for their lives down a slope.
(ok, maybe it wasnt tt funny. harhar.)

then we played ano trick on them.
they took the lift and went up without knowing what floor leonie lived on.
and when ho yb me reached leonie's hse, we were laughing.
then suddenly realised tt the rest werent there.
so we went back to the lifts and when the lift they took was empty, we got worried la.
then the other lift opened. and there they were.
hahaha.
yupp.

then practised 'ahem' for cip lor.
and some of us gossiped in leonie's rm.
not exactly gossip la, but more of like, aiya, i dunno how to say la.

dinner at j8, followed by neos AGAIN.
this time with a diff grp of ppl.
i like this set of neos better coz i looked more composed, unlike the other one in which two out of three i looked spas.
:
hafta go.
tats!

i can't think of any title

2005-03-11T18:16:00.000-08:00

2 major things happened today.
first, PPR.
second, physics test.
both sucked.

i got like C6 for higher chinese?
argh.
expected lar, actually.
coz of the common test :luckily the dialect pulled me up :)

then physics.
was kinda difficult.
i didnt do 4 marks worth of questions!!
and i anyhow answered some of the questions!
hope i pass.
-prays real hard-

lalala.
went leonie's hse with hoho and sel aft sch.
her dad has the same car model as my dad's!
and hoho's dad's is exactly the same as hers!
so coincidental.
practised something there.
for cip performance.
shan't reveal what is it.
haha.
sigh...
had to leave earlier coz of tuition.
yan bing arrived as i left.
so didnt have to be tested by her! :DD
forgot some of the movements alr.
i have short term memory loss.
met deb goh at bishan interchange.
she was with yb at j8 just now.
then when i told her tt we were performing that thing for cip, she was like, okayy.
haha.
told ya its weird.

one very superly duperly extremely important thing.
i quit piano 2 days ago!
something tt i have wanted to do for a very long time!!
yay!
one less burden! :D

oops.
i gotta go now.
tata!

the holidays are here!
:D

2005-03-09T18:13:00.000-08:00

im gonna fail physics.
:(

2005-03-05T18:28:00.000-08:00

i really hope the spammer wasnt her.

ponned horizon and went to jun yin's hse today.
her house is like WHOA!
so nice cann.
her room is so full of horse pics, sort toys, etc.
beautiful mann.
me and wei ling were in her room, then her mum sudenly popped her had in and said smth in sorta low voice.
gave me a shock.
esp when her mum is a teacher in st nicks!

dance was boring today.
felt very sleepy.
well, there was one thing interesting.
we pasted the fake leaves on our fingers.
eew.
so gross.
like tree spirits like tt.
and the scotchtape kept coming out.
one by one.
so irritating.

went home with michelle and wen shin.
saw lynn on the bus.
and wen shin shouted her name.
and according to mich, this jc boy who was reading his book looked up n stared at wen shin.
embarrassing.
haha.

lotsa homework this weekend.
and dance is gna be on 3 days.
argh.
there's physics ct this fri!!
ahh!!
im gna fail!!
i dont wanna fail!!
:(

2005-03-04T18:50:00.000-08:00

some fcking idiot posted the entries.
like wtf cann.
you dun like me tell me straight dont hide behind the comp like a coward.
idiot.
im so goddamn fuming mad now.
i failed my chinese lar.
bloody hell.
and you know who my biggest suspect is?
one of my snrs.

2005-03-02T15:45:00.000-08:00

"youre the meanest and most heartless person ive ever met in my whole life why cant you just be nicer to her shes not mean to you you just hate her because she looks like ahem ahem ahem and because she doesnt dare to say hello to you does that mean whoever who doesnt say hello to you first deserves your warth"

read this in a snr's gb.
the snr who signed it shld be talking abt me lar.
hope neither one of them reads this.
X(

im sorta depressed over this too.
not that i wanna make anyone feel bad.

anw.
today was funn!
:DD
esp after history!
toopid estee go and write something on the board abt me.
im not gna say what it is.
the debbie go and add on to it somemore!
ahem ahem the meat/pork seller!
kinda funny lar.
so now im mrs maria muthu.
ERPS.
-_-"
and estee's my daughter, so she's chicken muthu!
HAHAHA!

boon meng!
i cant get into your blog!
argh!
so i shall chase you for my letter HERE!
:DD
LETTER LETTER LETTER!
aiming owes me letter too!
and she doesnt reply my sms-es!
hmph!
X)

ohmann.
got piano ltr.
and i havent practised yet.
argh.
im only so low grade and i alr cant cope.
guess im not musically inclined.
planning to quit aft practical exam.
then i'll have 1 less burden.

i wanted to blog abt one more thing.
but i forgot what it was.
nvm.
shall blog abt it when i remm.
:D

meanie

2005-03-01T16:30:00.000-08:00

RAHH IM SO PISSED!
DEPRESSED!!
HURT!!
DAMNIT MANNS!

im so sick and tired of everything.
the new curriculum.
the class.
the friends.
the workload.
the door that hurt my right middle toe.
everything.
argh!!

i just wanna sleep and never wake up.
(touch wood)

lalala

2005-02-28T19:30:00.000-08:00

lalala...
havent been online for AGES.
coz the comp crashed.
bleahs.

i love going to school!
:DD
coz of TWODEE!!
TWODEE ROCKS!!
there's never a single day so far that i never laugh.
hahaha.
and i choked on my saliva twice today.
while laughing.
X)
lalala.

and so many ppl owe me letters!
my angel, ziqin, aiming, boon meng, ameline, leonie, xiu qi!
and i owe quite a no. of ppl letters.
my mortal, hoho, weiling, estee!
yepp.
think thats about it.

so sad i cant join cheerleading ):
i know im not cut out to be a cheerleader,
but its so funn!!
i shall go try out next year (:
yan bing and debbie goh didnt get in.
so sad.
):

okies.
shall update more next time.
toodles!

ohya.
got any nice blogskins to recommend?
tell me!!
:D

depression

2005-02-11T09:51:00.000-08:00

i have DEPRESSION.
coz of PHYSICS.
my grades have gone down the drain.
maybe im just a seat-warmer.
maybe im not fit to be in twodiligence.
maybe i was just lucky i got good results last yr.
imran asked me if i wanted ot go for REMEDIAL.
how i dread that word.
PHYSICS SUCKS.

HUANG SUCKS.
ZHI CHENG/CHEN SUCKS.
tt zhi cheng is so idiotic cann.
he was standing diagonally behind teaching the sec one girl.
he stupidly put out his leg and thus i did ti tui and hit him.
EEEW.
he sucks man.
abit the siao wan.
and he's so ugly.
and keeps correcting me.
now i understand why boon meng hates him.
and STUPID HUANG say he wont bother abt whether we come anot.
and he wont care if we dont do what they say.
and said is we BEG him to come wan.
and he doesnt feel tt we respect him.
wth lar.
YOU THINK WE CARE WHETHER YOU COME A NOT?
YOU THINK WE WANT YOU TO BE OUR INSTRUCTOR?
YOU DONT DESERVE RESPECT AT ALL.
SEE US ONLY SCOLD US.
OLD FASHIONED WAY OF THINKING.
WHO GIVES A DAMN ABT YOU LAR.

sry abt tt.
was kinda pissed lar.

so sad i didnt get aiming's and boon's letters today )):
i was so looking forward coz they wld light up my mood.
my depression.

haiz...
what to do?

***
for your info,
im no longer depressed now ((:

cny eve

2005-02-08T23:06:00.000-08:00

celebrated cny in sch today.
mass was superr boring.
every year also the same.
pups, meimei and krys were playing all the time.
they even played with the oranges lor.
throw here throw there.
even hit me lar!

so sad tt boon meng didnt come today.
and i cldnt get my letter!!
)):
i think aiming was sad too.
but aiming's giving me her letter on fri!
yay! ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIMING!! :DD

went to j8 with pups, meimei, lingx2, yb, estee, debbie goh.
met daniel stephen while waiting for taxi.
so surprising.
sel and hilda met us at j8 aft guides.
took neos!
haha.
damn squeezy.
and estee's decoration was funny.
as in fruits here and there??
got banana, orange, green grapes and honeydew i think.
went back with sel and hilda aft tt.

ohyes.
i feel so guilty for spoiling yb's sofa ):
yan bing:
im so sorry!!! sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry!!
pls accept my apologies!
i promise nt to squat on ur sofa agn!
if chewy is nt there tt is.
but i'll try not to lar.
kays??
mans, i really feel so guilty lor.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!
:D

happy family (:

2005-02-04T16:55:00.000-08:00

i have a family!
here's the list:
ameline - dajie!
me - erjie!
weiling - xiaomei/lingling!
estee & peiting - my twin daughters/meimei! peipei!
leonie & peixuan - twins/weiling's daughters!
rachel ho - pups!
yan bing - brother!
selina - rubbishy the hamster!
wen shin - godma of dunno who!
yupp.
thats about it.
but i dont know if peiting is my daughter coz she has ano mum alr.

debbie keeps calling me cherrie.
and shuh ying keeps calling me cherry.
coz she was influenced by debbie.
hahas.

TUUDEE ROCKKS!!!

home econs was a disaster.
i kept forgetting to put down the peddlefoot or smth.
and so it got jammed.
haiz.
and i think i was the only one didnt do the decorative stitch.
haiz.
guess im not cut out for sewing.
but i like cooking.
its more fun!!
talking abt tt.
i bought the home econs bk 1 frm popular qte long ago.
and i only realised tt it was the normal tech bk when i took it out to revise for the test yesterday night.
IM SOO BLUR!
haiyo.
im getting old alr.

so tired these days.
i hate the new curriculum.

huang's a bastard.

2005-01-28T15:50:00.000-08:00

yesterday

STUPID HUANG.
he scolded chi dance in front of the sec ones yesterday.
and it was the first lesson of cca for them.
aft a break, melody, coco and clovie didnt dance.
coco and clovie were sock and yet huang FORCED them to dance by stopping the music.
then he scolded us.
"evertime also dont have 100% attendance. always got ppl come and complain here sick there sick, cannot come for dance! frm now onwards, i'll say NO to everything. the next time anyone doesnt come for dance, i'll take tt person out of syf!if i dont do tt, you wont think its for real. see who's the first one to get kicked out."
tt's roughly wad he said.
so idiotic lor.
coco was crying while dancing and im nt sure abt clovie.
she looked sick at times.
HUANG"S INHUMAN! HE"S A STUPID B*ASTARD!

anyway, each of the sec ones have a letter writing partner frm both dances.
my partner is wan chu, and boon meng! :D
hope wc's nice.
she looks pleasant.

ohya.
me, estee and weiling went mad laughing so much yesterday.
we were having recess with zq yb and i cant remm who.
then zq and yb left coz we were laughing too much and neglecting our food.
so we laugh and laugh.
then go back classrm laugh some more.
estee's supposed to dance GRACEFULLY for me to see.
coz she claims she can do so.
haha.

today

made a new friend during recess today: yiling frm charity.
she and weiling were eating sooo slow.
and weiling told me a story abt these three daughters.
and she suddenly reached out and wanted to strangle me at the end.
i screamed!
haha.
they said my reaction was funny.
then weiling and yiling wanted to tell me one more, but i refused.
in the end weiling told me.
but she didnt scare me.
tt one was supposed to sit a distance away frm the listener and at the end, the teller will jump towards u and shock you.
haha.

gna have maths tuition ltr.
haiz...
and there's so much hw these weekend.

so much to do, so little time.

horizon.

2005-01-23T18:05:00.000-08:00

church in the morn.

then went to watch horizon performance at the arts house.
at the play den.
angie didnt come coz she forgot.

lingered outside there till after 3?
ohya.
aiming is sooo cute!
when she came up the stairs, she was like looking for bm n the rest.
geraldine me and ws called and waved to her n she waved back.
then she spotted them in the gallery.
and put her hands on her hips.
and when they met at the doorway, geraldine said she did a little bounce or smth.
so cute rite?
haha.

this year's performance ROCKS.
except for the first one lar.
the rest damn nice.
and cindyzhuang choreographed 4!
plus the stage was right in front of us.
so can see very clearly.
there was one dancer who looked younger than us.
but i dont think she is.
she danced qte well.
cindyzhuang danced the one tt huang choreographed.
HUANG.
overall qte nice.
at least its better than last yr's.
I LOVE MODERN DANCE, I HATE CHINESE DANCE.
and i mean it.

forgot to mention tt today's performance inspired me to want to be a professional dancer in future.
but it prob wont come true.
ohwell.

is it a must to have a title?

2005-01-20T06:00:00.000-08:00

today's a good day(:
wanna noe why?
read on:

first, cleared my doubts abt something and someone.
next, im going to watch horizon dance troupe's performance with wen shin, geraldine and angie!
too bad michelle's not coming ):

dance today.
poh hian/hien officially joined dance today.
she's like WOW.
and i mean WOW.
a national gymnast indeed.
michelle said she has pinchable cheeks.
haha.

during the 10 min break, i cldnt find my phone.
was so worried.
asked michelle to call my phone.
realised tt it may be in class.
shuh ying picked up the call just as i opened the door of 2d.
phew!
luckily shuh ying picked up the call.
if not i wld have been worried to death.
so grateful to her and michelle.
(:

then practised the chinese dance.
did lots of diao-ing today.
my sense of direction is kinda bad.
haha.
i do so much kneeling down throughout the dance.
and my knees always end up with bruises.
pfffft!
now we just need the bit of music to connect the last parts of the music.
then add in the secones.
and we'll FINALLY be done.

met ro near specs stand.
met nicole and liyi in the canteen.
then met lynn, mindy, cheryl er at upper concourse.
michelle and cheryl were pulling one side of my arms each.
and i was gna break into half.
gee, i feel so weird blogging abt cheryl.
coz my name's also cheryl.
haha.

online conversation with sel, ziqin, wen shin, cheryl er, wen shin, xiuqi, leonie.
but cheryl xiuqi leonie left qte fast.
and i realised i kept 'huh-ing'.
coz i was lost.
haha.
were discussing abt class tee matters.
then weiling came online.
dunno how come the conv suddenly switch to the topic 'blur'.
went off aft tt.

yup, so tt's it.
ohyes.
wish all muslim ppl out there a
happy hari raya haji!
(:

2d

2005-01-17T15:20:00.000-08:00

lalala.
havent been blogging for so long.

now i find tt i like 2d better.
and we're gna have a class tee! ((:
wen shin said its only $5(including design) in malaysia!
one purity's one was $19 lar!
what a BIG difference.

no longer sitting with PG.
sitting with peixuan now.
and estee in front.

i like "bullying" estee.
when i call her "extra estee", she'll go: so mean!
haha.
not tt im so mean lar.
may was the one who started it.
so cant blame me.
and everyone's calling her extra too!
haha :p

all my classmates are nice.
i only dont like SOMEONE.
its a different SOMEONE frm last time's SOMEONE.

just realised tt there's only 30secs left to choreograph for chi dance!
((((((:
im so happy lor.
(and sel went "siao".)

modern finish long time ago.
and theirs is really really nice, i tell you.
for some reason or ano, boon meng wants to join chinese.
and i wanna join modern.
hoho.
maybe we shld switch places.
but tt's impossible la.

sel said i talk so much crap.
if dun crap, then what to blog abt?
she went: "talk properly la, dont talk rubbish."

for your info, sel is beside me.
and im at her house.

ohyes.
today's simin's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMIN!
(:

ok i shall end here.
tata!

i hate huang

2005-01-09T09:15:00.000-08:00

over a week has passed alr.
n i dont like my class.
not all of them la, but some toopid ppl.
i wont mention names.

anw, had dance 3 times this week.
next week too.

went for horizon yesterday.
geraldine, wen shin, me n coco were almost 1 hour early la.
was expecting a GRAND and BIG place.
but instead, horizon was at some old metta school or wadeva.
n the hall is even smaller than half of st nick's sch hall la.
n the stands of the bars were SUPER SUPER rusty.
-shudders
then took 222 to bedok mrt, then a taxi to school.
for some reason or another, those who took taxi straight frm horizon paid lesser than us.

then dance.
STUPID HUANG!!
I HATE HIM!!
HE"S AN IDIOT!!

he kept critising my row la.
n his actions are like, errr.
modern dance ppl, you are so lucky tt u dont need to face him.
haiz...

ok.
i gotta go do the pictorial representation of chinese cinderella now.
tata!

2005!

2005-01-01T10:34:00.000-08:00

wish everyone out there a :

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
may 2005 be a fruitful year for everyone!

yay!

smiles,
cheryl(:

2d05

2004-12-30T19:00:00.000-08:00

havent been online for sooo long.
coz my comp got virus.

im in 2D !!
with sel, may, racho, pei! (cynthia transferred to scgs)
wenshin yewei are in my class too!
and michelle is just 2 doors away!

and dance.
huang was in a bad mood yesterday.
and he kept scolding us.
even our he pms la. haha..
when he went away, us in grp b practised until v happy lor.
he came back n strted scolding us, causing us to have no mood to dance.
so it's all HIS fault.

modern is damn nice la.
ours is like shit compared to theirs.
i wanna join modern!!!

ok.
that's all for now.
bye!

chalet

2004-12-13T21:30:00.000-08:00

returned frm chalet this morning.
so here's sorta an account of what happened:

friday

had a mini barbecue at 6plus.
the food was nicee (:
but i didnt barbecue them.
my father did.
hees (:

saturday

went shopping at tampines mall.
bought jeans, top and skirt (:
and a discman-cum-mp3!!
im happy (:
decided not to get any more christmas pressies this uear frm my parents.
im such a good girl.
-nods

then went back to the DE(downtown east) foodcourt for lunch.
sent my bro to church for his rehearsal.
watched the last part.
there was this little boy whom my mother taught in sunday school.
his name is caleb.
and he's soo cute!
brought my bro for his swimming class ltr, then went back to chalet.

played at X-zone or zone-X or wadeva.
quite fun.
me and my bro spent a total of $19!
and chalked up 76 tickets.
bought pretty butterfly earrings and a tee+shorts ltr.

sunday

bro went swimming in the morning.
then went to escape theme park at 1plus.
now i have to pay $16 just to go in.
sigh...

there werent many ppl there, coz all of them went to wildwildwet.
wanted to ride on the kite flyer, but my bro didnt want to.
he said dunno wad will have nightmares.
weird la.
so my father rode with me instead.

then went to play the bumper boat.
and my stupid bro kept spraying me.
then went for the family coaster.
and my bro was scared of tt too!
haiz...
in the end we sat on the family coaster twice and rode the kite flyer so many times coz my bro had "overcame his fear".

went to X-zone agn.
chalked up in total 161 tickets.
so exchanged for things.
but the gifts were quite lousy lar.

went to watch the european flying circus.
i like the woman who can talk without opening her mouth the best.
both of her acts damn funny.
parents bought 2 boomerangs.
tried them out aft the show on the lawn.
not tt gd at it, but still okay.

decided to name my boomerang boomie.
after boon meng (:

well, that's all.
bye!

back!

2004-12-08T23:15:00.000-08:00

after a week plus,

I'M BACK!!
ONLINE!!

whee...
it feels really GREAT to be online!(:

selina aka PG(which stands for pokey girl! haha):
im updating now!
so dont say i nv update!
anw, good luck for ur practical tmr!
get a DISTINCTION!

ohyes.
there are some really important news.

firstly, onepurity's class gathering was cancelled.
PURITIANS!! IM GONNA KILL YOU ALL! I WAS SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!

next.
i made up with someone, whom i became enemies with after the june holidays.

thirdly,
I PIERCED MY EARS AGAIN!!
OOH IM SO HAPPY!! :D
you wld think its nth to be happy abt,
but i've been waiting for ages to pierce my ears again ever since i took off my earrings during camp when i was p2 or 3.
sadly, i cant let water touch my ears for two weeks, which means i cant go to wildwildwet!
ahh!
what to do?
what's done cannot be undone.
but at least i can wear other earrings after 2 weeks (:

its quite late alr,
so i shall continue blogging some other time.
toodles!

boring

2004-11-26T21:45:00.000-08:00

havent been updating coz my father took out the wire.
AGAIN.
haiz...

so now i'll reply the tags:

boonR!!! :
erm..i dun wanna say who the person is.
just tt she's in my class [onepurity].
you will know who she is alr.
and erm, i uploaded photos?
so you can see frm there.
yups.

aDeLiNe :
haha...maybe because im influenced by my friends? [no offence la, puritians and whoever i noe in stnicks]
thanks(:
ok finee.
sylvester isnt tt cute.
he's cute sometimes only k? haha..
so cool! didnt noe ur mum has same birthday as urs!

ally :
hey thanks gurl!
my knee's okay now. (:
hope the pain doesnt come back.
you take care too!
looking forward to meeting ya at class gathering! (:

melissa :
thanks (:
will tag yours too (:

sArA :
yea sure (:
sly doesnt stink kay!
taufik stinks more!
must vote for chinese!
haha..im a racist -_-"

went for cip yesterday.
ate tako balls for the FIRST time.
bacon and cheese.
was damn hot can.
and stupid sel kept hurrying me!

yesterday's evaluation was much better.
at least the librarian gave us REAL feedback.
unlike the other one who put "not observed" for everything.

oh ya.
me and vivian were caught for slacking!
haha..
luckily the man nv complain.

been slacking a lot these days.
nothing much is happening.
except tt im going out with esther next thurs (:

and CLASS GATHERING!!
boy, i sure hope SOMEONE wont go.

ok tt's all for now.
will update when there's something exciting.
tata! (:

sylvester

2004-11-21T18:45:00.000-08:00

havent been updating for a long time.
hees (:well, here goes!

dance

luckily the bi.tch wasnt selected.
n now she's indirectly snatchin away my friends.
she mixes with them so tt i dont go near them.
like wtf lar.
you think ur so great ar?
and now angie is pretty close to her.
and practically everyone else in my ex-clique too.
only winnie is loyal (:
I LOVE WINNIE!! (:

now those who didnt get into syf are learning a new chinese dance.
kinda fun lar.
at least we wont have to feel inferior to the syf ppl.
so now im hanging out with sandra and winnie during chinese dance.
AND i cant believe j** l*** got invited to the horizon course lor.
not tt im jealous, but i feel it's v unfair.
just because she can do splits doesnt mean she's gd.
she's always like dunno the moves when we dance lar.

cip

did cip at orchard library 2 times this wk.
went to sel's church yest.
laminated bkmarks, cleaned bowls and plates,folded boxes and made necklaces and a bracelet.
i only liked the handicraft part (:

today

went to j8 aft going to united square.
AND SAW SYLVESTER!!
and taufik.
SYLVESTER IS SOO CUTEE!!
talking abt tt, i feel tt sylvester shldnt have got in.
olinda's a better singer.
and if she got in, taufik wld have REAL competition.
not tt i mean to put sylvester down lar.

ohya!
one purity class gathering on 8 dec!!
just realised tt tt day is my mum's birthday.

and my results are bad.
luckily overall no C5 (:
i lost to pei ting by 0.1 percent!!
she's 6th, so i shld be 7th.
haiz..dropped so much.
june's 1st, then liyi, then nicole and jie ying.
nicole improved soo much!
haiz..now all my hopes of going to best class are dashed..
if only i had studied harder and gotten higher for maths.
then i wld have a higher percentage.

dance, argh!

2004-11-13T19:05:00.000-08:00

dance agn.
now only one grp will be sent for competition.
so the chances of me getting in is a whole lot slimmer.
apparently the chinese dancers found the movements too hard and cld not catch up.
weell, knowing huang and his old fashioned ways, of coz the movements tt he choreograph wld be the same and so called high standard.

had auditions today.
and of coz i got in.
NOT.
and the stupid bi*chy teacher[im not mentioning who] made us do two sets over and over agn.
on top of tt, we were in the dirty forum and had to LIE DOWN.
grrrrr
some seniors[sec twos] cried coz they didnt get in.
coz this is their last chance to go for syf wad.
haiz..
hope i can get in for the next syf.
if not i really die.

did i mention tt because of my left leg, i cldnt perform well?
RAHH!!!
its so irritating la.
i clnt do spilts, and cldnt do stretching exercises properly.
and my left leg is my stronger leg.

and now we have more dance lessons.
and i threw away my schedule already.
RAHH!!!
im so pissed off.
maybe i shld change cca.
but what can i join?

muscles ache

2004-11-11T12:44:00.000-08:00

finally changed layout.
not very nice though.
ohwells.

yesterday my left knee hurt and right calf ached.
now its my right lower arm.
pffffft !!
hope they recover in time for dance on saturday.
haiz..

went to vivian's party yesterday.
went with sel n cynthia.
wl, simin, jieying, peiting, yz, racho were there alr.
[belinda arrived ltr.]

vivian had a dog, which was tied to the gate near the door.
was kinda cute, but i was still scared of it.
luckily i was not the only one.
bee and yz were afraid of dogs too!

played taboo.
kept getting "taboo-ed".
im better at guessing (:

went outside to hit the pinata or wadeva.
vivian's poor maid held the pinata with a pole.
sel was dangerous la.
she swing the thing until so dangerously.
like whoa!
racho hit so hard until she dented the pole!
haha.
in the end we all didnt succeed in bursting open the pinata.
but sel made it fall.
so vivian scattered the sweets.
poor jy and yz had none coz they went to fetch bee.

then vivian started spraying the party can thingy.
and she sprayed at me.
and i was holding my hp.
so it got hit.
luckily only the cover.
she even sprayed down sel's back.
eew!

went outside to play.
so the attackers [me, racho, vv, sel i think] attacked the victims.
fun fun (:
then water bombs.
some of us formed an alliance.
and attacked vivian!
haha.
tt was even more fun.

cleaned up.
wl had a minor accident.
apparently she slipped and fell in the toilet when jy or who banged on the door, shocking her.

ate chicken wings and home made french fries.
then cut cake.
it was "opposites attract" frm breadtalk.
i only like the chocolate part.
took photos.
then the rest played taboo agn, w/o yz and me.
took photos of each other and of the rest playing.

pizzas came a while ltr.
hawaian[dunno how to spell]pizza was all snatched up ):
then walked out with simin and yz.

went home then went for piano.
and watched ren wo ao you.

aching

2004-11-07T13:25:00.000-08:00

finally got a chance to blog.
ok i shall blog abt yesterday.

dance frm 8-5 with a 12-1pm lunch break.
two of huang's students[i think] came.
cindyzhuang also came.
she started pai-ing the modern dance.
while huang sat there and shake leg.
guess that's becoz he's too old-fashioned to choreograph a modern dance.
haha.

well, it was certainly super tiring.
and panlaoshi[one of huang's students] made those not doing pointe practise the steps.
abt a million times.
ok, i know im exaggerating.

didnt know huwen did pointe.
cindyzhuang kept "picking" on huwen.
kinda funny la.

had auditions on the first set of steps.
and only 6 ppl got in i think.
aiming, jasmine, junyan, keira, zhixuan, bixing.

then learnt another set of steps for the fast part of the music.
and the moves are like totally weird.
cindy said it was a mixture of jazz, hip hop n dunno wad else.
but it was quite fun.

then hurried to aloha loyang for sel's party.
these are the puritians who were there: sara cynthia olivia nicole vivian racho me and sel of coz.
when i got there, they were blowing those bubble-like thingys[which i dunno how to describe].
so i joined in and took some pics.
then ate.

played hide-and-seek with cyn, oli, sara, hoho, vivian.
quite fun la.
though it was childish.
have not played it for quite long already...
and it was getting dark, which made the game more fun.

then roasted marshmellows.
tasted like the warm version of ice cream.
some went to arcade and the rest played cards.
played speed with nicole, then double speed with nic, oli, cyn.
and not surprisingly, i kept losing.
haha.

then cut and eat cake.
then played catching near the front gate, on the stone slabs and pebbles patch.
quite fun.
sel kept screaming.
haha.

went home a while later.

-end-

now almost my whole body is aching.
thanks to yesterday's 8-5 dance.

all in all

2004-10-31T11:50:00.000-08:00

yesterday

had theory exam in the morning at mdis.
the room damn cold lar.
finished the paper in abt half an hour or so and sat there until the examiner said tt we cld leave if we finished.

today

went for service in the morning.
there was this weird woman sitting a seat away frm me.
dunno why she keep in turning to my side, esp during singing.

nth much to blog abt.
now tt the holidays are here, im gna feel bored.
i wld rather go to sch then stay at home and stone.

i would like to dedicate part of all in all, a church song to God and all my fellow puritians:

You are my strength when i am weak
You are the treasure that i seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord to give up i'll be a fool
You are my all in all
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your Name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your Name

i love one purity oh four.
i really do.
(:

farewell

2004-10-29T18:45:00.000-07:00

today was the last day of school.
had family dance n line dance competition in the morning.
then break till 12.30.

us puritians were sitting in a circle n taking turns to talk.
not everyone though.
wangling, karen did.
i cant remm if charmaine or anybody else did.
then some ppl were crying.
like jaslin, yanzhu, rachel tan.
seeing the others cry made me cry too, esp during wl's speech.
i was like, cry, stop, cry, stop.
whenever i thought of us separating, i wld start crying again.

we held hands n everyone prayed.
had thought of what to pray, but didnt in the end coz i was crying.
will really miss purity alot...
but not some ppl though.
i dont want us to be separated next year.

one purity is very bonded.
other sec one classes didnt do anything, they just played games in grps, i heard.

then went to the hall for debrief.
and the head prefect is...
ISABELLA OW!
yayy!
thot shuwei wld get it.
sadly, the head monitor is tammy, and not jasmine ):
ohwells.

went j8 with amanda and yanzhu.
we were standing next to caryn and kah ying in the mrt.
didnt acknowledge them coz they didnt noe me.
hahahs.
lunched at food junction, then yanzhu left.
took neoprints with amanda.
quite ok la.
met ahma at the neoprint shop.
then later on met gong hua at giodano i think.

I AM PROUD TO BE A PURITIAN, A PART OF ONE PURITY 2004 (:
AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ONE PURITY.

purity rawks!

2004-10-27T05:39:00.000-07:00

had some chi talk in the morn.
n the stoopid teacher refused to let us go.
well, rushed to canteen, and rushed back to class to change into class tee.
wl was like so hyper la, shouting here and there, n she was nervous.
helped to carry tech room to drama studio.

purity's act rocked !!
esp the great SERENE. [ aka LARRY ]
who got recommended for best actress. ((:
n wl was kinda fierce when she acted but nevertheless, she was good. ((:
it all boiled down to us getting 3rd!
was kinda disappointed though, tt we didnt get first.
it's always the same old classes competing: purity, charity, justice, grace.

charity quite gd la, considering they got 1st.
esti tied two ponytails!
so cute!

justice kinda scary, esp the music.
wen shin acted well as the ghost. ((:
she's multi-talented lor, academically, dancing, n acting.

grace performed a play with all the fairytales.
kinda interesting la.
they got 2nd.

then had dance.
audition today.
was in the first row of sec ones during floorwork.
thus had no one to follow, except by looking in the mirror.
went quite well la.

am in the modern ballet grp.
im lousy.
coz all the good sec one dancers are in the chinese dance grp.
n luckily im not in the same grp as HER.
otherwise i'll die.
winnie, geraldine n yewei in the same grp as me. ((:
hope i can get into the syf grp.
then can get cca points.
but i doubt so la.
n we have to come back on 4 saturdays, 2 tuesdays, 1 monday n wednesday.
EIGHT HOURS each time.
so gna die.

dunno whether shld go selina's party a not.
coz i dunno how to go there.
n dance ends at five.

shall go watch the champions now!
bye!

tired

2004-10-24T03:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday

dance.
did cartwheels for the first time.[and most of the others too]
n sprained my right lower arm.
ouch.
but it's not pain now.
i totally humiliated myself.
wanted to die lor.
wished tt the floor wld swallow me up.

some of them so pro la.
like clovie, yijia..all those who were in dance in sn pri.
n yewei too.

screwed up scales&arpeggios during lesson.
teacher was kinda angry.
i didnt practise.
sometimes i really regret taking up piano.
sometimes i wonder how people can play so well.
sigh..
im just not suited for piano.
not musically inclined.
i want to quit, but i wld be wasting A LOT of money if i did tt.
so im like hanging on for dear life?
haiz..

today

attended service.
almost fell asleep.
didnt go yd again.
esther doesnt want to go eng yd anymore.
so i'll be alone if i attend eng yd.
part of me wants to go for faith yd, part of me doesnt.
im afraid tt i'll be bored during lessons and be distracted and not pay attention.
sigh..
i really dont noe what to do.
i noe im straying..
sigh..

accidentally deleted off my whole template while previewing templayes.
so had to re-do all my links.
had to trouble shijie to tell me all my links.
thanks a lot, sj...
luckily cld remember most of the urls.

haiz...
why is life like tt?

2004-10-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

so many things happened since wednesday...

apparently someone told someone abt our play.
she was pestered until she cld not take it, so she told.
heck care la...

n the cca fair thing.
we're supposed to make posters in pairs i heard.
so now i dont have a partner.
all because i didnt go to sch on wed.
sigh...
knew this wld happen.

thursday

listened to speech rallies the whole of before recess.
some qte interesting and creative.
like debbie's disco ball.
i know who am i gna vote for already...

after recess had police talk.
dun like the policeman.
talk was boring.

then had family dance n line dance.
i mastered the line dance! ((:
qte fun.
sadly, i still cant do the jumping part of family dance.

today

prize presentation this morning.
kinda boring.
class cheered for sophie.
some classes were practically screaming for their classmates la.
so irritating.

then watched after school after recess.
was kinda digusting and violent.
the girl wasnt even chio lor.
a grp of us was screaming during the gang fight/stabbing part.
it was so er xin[the stabbing i mean]
thomas ong's character lost both his legs.
got hacked off by gangsters.
dunno for wad.

looked for mrs tian/tien [however her name is spelled] during recess.
wasted abt 20 minutes waiting for her?
one big grp at the third level bench, waiting and waiting for her.
then when she finally came, she just said sorry and that was all.
she talked abt this dunno wad creative arts programme thingy.
have to submit 3 copies of 10 poems by 2nd wk of nxt yr??
and only the best will be selected?
was feeling pissed off, so told her i didnt want.

kinda regret for letting it slip away..
coz can earn cca points.
but on the other hand, i can't compose poems!!
and have to compete with so many ppl some more!
aiya.
dunno la.

then did student portfolio.
the paper was practically empty.
coz i got no achievements, awards, etc.
nothing.
zero.
zilch.
haiz...
i'll never succeed..

Dear God...please help me!

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2004-10-20T13:00:00.000-07:00

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dance

2004-10-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

talks during assembly.
superrr boring.
n irritating.
so pissed off by them lor.

then had sexuality edu. talk by mrs kwek.
learnt some things:

1) dun talk bad bout ur teachers, coz they read ur blog.
2) best not to have a blog.
3) dun blog abt ur life.
blog about other things. like rc, who blogged abt dead ppl..

guess i'll find some way to lock my blog..

aft recess had cca talk by ms lim.
was coughing n coughing until simin had to give her water to me.
coz i had no more water.
felt kinda guilty.

then family dance.
aiming tied her hair.
so cutee!
n the discus/shotput girl super enthu lar.
so hilarious.

packed chicken rice to dance studio n ate there.
dance was tiring today.
this is the first time i've really stretched since dance stopped.
n i perspired so much during the yatui part.
managed to do xiaotiao n the other tiao.
thanks to angie ((:

aft break sec ones went to drama studio to perfect stuff that we dont noe.
so bad.
cannot watch indian n modern dance. ):
now i noe how to do zanlishengyun.

tmr gna discuss cca fair thing.
n preparation for drama fest.
hope purity wins.
we bang! ((:

eoy results (2)

2004-10-18T17:30:00.000-07:00

got back hcl, d&t, art, elit today.

juz passed hcl paper 2 by a little bit.
phew! thot i was a goner for sure.
yingyongwen n zuowen quite ok.

qte happy for d&t.
some ppl got damn high la.
like jieying.
n a charity girl got 96?
wow.

elit. not good.
merchant of venice qte ok.
got same marks for sing to the dawn n unseen poem.
haiz.

got B3 for art.
was expecting higher.
ohwells.
many ppl did the shoe n scored well.
the linium or wadeva print too.
some got 40 & above, like selina...
hmph!
i like my tap bkmark's water droplets the best ((:

ohya.
got back eng compo too.
overall for english got A2 ((:

rather disappointed about eoy results.
1st yr in sec school get so lousy marks already, what to expect for sec2, 3, 4 & so on?
haiz..
shall work hard.
n get better results next yr.

words

2004-10-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

got this frm an email...

1] dormitory - when you rearrange the letters : dirty room
2] presbyterian - when you rearrange the letters : best in prayer
3] astronomer - when you rearrange the letters : moon starer
4] desperation - when you rearrange the letters : a rope ends it
5] the eyes - when you rearrange the letters : they see
6] george bush - when you rearrange the letters : he bugs gore
7] th morse code - when you rearrange the letters : here come dots
8] slot machines - when you rearrange the letters : cash lost in me
9] animosity - when you rearrange the letters : is no amity
10] election results - when you rearrange the letters : lies - lets recount
11] mother-in-law - when you rearrange the letters : woman hitler
12] snooze alarms - when you rearrange the letters : alas! no more Z's
13] a decimal point - when you rearrange the letters : i m a dot in place
14] the earthquakes - when you rearrange the letters : that queer shake
15] eleven plus two - when you rearrange the letters : twelve plus one
last one...
16] president clinton of usa - when you rearrange the letters (with no letters left over and using each letter only once): to copulate he finds interns

eoy results(1)

2004-10-15T01:38:00.000-07:00

got back science, maths, history and part of english results today.

flunked maths paper1 by 2 marks.
so of coz i broke down.
was expecting to get higher for paper2.
ohwells.
what's done can't be undone.
so i won't fret over it.
i'll just work harder ((:
anw, i still have my other term marks to pull me up.

happy with science ((:
history n english quite ok lar.
was expecting get higher marks for history.

science & history : A1
english : A2
maths : dun wna talk bout it ):

i am so looking forward to getting the rest of the results.
NOT.

didnt go for dance coz attendance not taken.
although compulsory.
hees.
it was just to learn fam dance.

cca starting next tuesday.
im half looking forward to it n half not looking forward to it.
at least it kills time.
must work extra hard.
if not i cant get into syf team.
n tt will lead to fewer cca points.

nicole's hse

2004-10-13T19:52:00.000-07:00

yesterday

woke up at 7.30 instead of 8.30.
went online at abt 8 plus.
only huiyi was online.

went to bus stop at 9.30.
went pass amanda's bus stop.
n she wasnt there.
got worried n called her.
she boarded bus 2 stops later.

nicole's place damn big and nice.
n she has 6 big arowanas!
her sister [samantha] sooo cute!
played board games.
went to nic's room in the basement.
qte nice.
i like the curtains((:
but i wld nv dare to sleep alone in the basement.

had lunch then sent samantha to sch.
went to playgrd aft tt.
n i didnt noe racho's hse was so near!
too bad she was out.
played water games when we came back.
i cldnt fill the balloons so used the watering can instead.
n they bullied me! hmph! [jk]
we had dunno wad war n i was out coz i stepped into the shaded area.
went to change clothes.
suddenly realised tt my phone was lost.
got so worried.
nicole said tt i had left it in the playgrd.
then she n amanda went to find it when i bathed.
PRAISE THE LORD!
i found my hp when i came out.
it was in my plastic bag.
quickly called amanda.
felt so guilty for making them run around to search for my phone.
n for making nicole's mum worried.
sorry...):
then amanda n nic watched like mike.
didnt watch coz i had watched it qte a no. of times liao.
read magazine instead.
then later on watched disc 2 of princess diaries [disc 1 cld not be found.]
then amanda's mum gave me a lift to the bus stop.

qte fun day actually, compared to the other boring days...

quiz!

2004-10-11T20:16:00.000-07:00

My angst tastes like...

Lime
Sour yet intriguing, your angst is of the romantic variety. You probably spend a good portion of your time daydreaming about that one person you want, how your first date would be, how you'd love to do certain things, and above all how everlastingly happy you would be together. While there's nothing wrong with this, you know that it's unhealthy to spend too much time dreaming and not enough time in reality, and to build lofty goals and fantasies that no actual person could ever hope to achieve. Try to center yourself and cut back on time spent in your fantasy life; you may find out all that experience creating romantic moments has made you quite the charmer if you would only try!
Find your angst's flavor

You are green. Perhaps one of the most balanced of
all the colors. By balanced, I mean balanced
in both bad and good parts. Let me elaborate:
You're a natural, and somewhat superficial
person. You're extremely generous, but, to add
to the confusion, you're frugal and stingy.
You're a forgiving, but jealous person. You're
imaginative, but still logical. At sometimes,
you're a complete neat-freak, and other times,
you're a total slob. You're very stable, but
undependable. But onto the other traits that
are associated with this color... You're a
stubborn person, simply put. Do you believe in
Feng Shui? Green is closely related to the
thought of having a balanced environment, you
know. When in a bad situation, you're
painfully pessimistic, and when you're in a
good situation, you're extremely optimistic. A
fairly outgoing and amused person, you enjoy
talking to people, and hearing their thoughts
on different things. As a plus, when people
hang around you, it seems like time passes by
all the more quickly.

What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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i seem to be very greenish..

eoys over!!

2004-10-10T22:35:00.000-07:00

EOYS ARE OVER!!!
im so happy..
can finally slack like mad :p
but i dont think i'll do well though :(

maths paper 1 was a ~~disaster~~. ARGH!!
forgot how to do so many ques.
cried when it was time's up.
haiz..
n tay said tt it was normal not to finish the paper.
HELLO? NORMAL? i have not NOT finished an exam in my whole life!
well, maybe there was..
suprisingly paper2 was rather easy.

n chinese paper 2
i think im gna flunk it.
haiz..

science was a little bit difficult..

wrote crap for eng compo.
went all the way back to world war 2 -_-"

rest of the papers qte ok lar.
can pass, but will not pass well.
there goes my hope of watching mamma mia, a new handphone, and a discman..
haiz..

what to do?

1st day of eoys

2004-10-04T07:01:00.001-07:00

this blog will temporarily be out of order as its "owner" is currently having major exams. please come back on 12/10[the earliest].

1st day of eoys

2004-10-04T07:01:00.000-07:00

lame questionaire

2004-09-24T01:33:00.000-07:00

name: cheryl
birthday: 07051991
nationality: singaporean
school: st nicks
piercings: the ones on my ears closed up…
tattoos: nope
height: ard 151
hair color: black
pets: my father keeps fish

L A S T...
movie you watched: hppoa which was very long time ago…
song you listened to: upside down ((:
song you had stuck in your head: mamma mia
song you've downloaded: dunno where to find
person you've called: cant remm…
person that called you: mummy
person you talked to online: daniel frm church
time you dyed your hair: natural hair colour’s the best
time you took pictures: too long ago…
tv show you've watched : ode to life[ch8 7pm]

D O / / A R E Y O U
thinking of a person: no..
have a crush on someone : hmms…
wish you could live somwhere else: nope…
want more piercings : I wna pierce my ears agn..
want more tattoos : NO
drink: I drink water..haha..
do drugs: no way..
like cleaning: no…
carry a donor card: nkf..bleahs..

F O R // A G A I N S T...
long distance relationship: not very sure
using someone : against
suicide : against.
killing people : against.
teenage smoking : against.
doing drugs : against.
driving drunk : against.
gay/lesbian relations: against.

C H O O S E O N E:
black/white: black
morning/night: morning
pool/jacuzzi: pool
britney/christina: neither
sunlight/moonlight: moonlight
blonde/brunette: neither
short hair/long hair: depends

F A V O R I T E...
food: congee, western, anything tt is nice la..
color: baby blue, baby pink, baby purple[if there’s such a colour]
number: dunno
song : lots esp by abba
thing to do: surfing the net
instrument: piano
thing to talk about: anything tt interests me
candy: erm..chocolate?
drink: ice milo without ice ((:
movie: harry potter ones, homerun, finding nemo..
bands: none
holidays: end of yr

H A V E Y O U E V E R
cried over a boy/girl: yep
lied to someone: ya
been in a fist fight / arrested: no

W H A T...
shampoo do you use: e.excel one..not many ppl noe wads tt though..
perfume do you use : I hate perfume
are you scared of: all sorts of creepy crawlies..having no friends..

N U M B E R..
of times I have had my heart broken: as in what?
of continents I have lived in: asia..so 1
of drugs taken illegally: I don’t take drugs!
of people I consider my enemies: 2
of cd's that I own: dunno
of scars on my body: dunno
of things in my past that I regret: alot

ting xie over!!

2004-09-24T01:09:00.000-07:00

haix..
didnt study any other subjects this wk cept chinese..
all because of the so-called tingxie la..
weird..but i think i will do better for 1b..

only one wk to study..
gna mug like mad nxt wk..
n my d&t oso havent finish..
haix..

class tee's comin on mon ((:
i cant wait!
its gna be so fab!
been waiting like forever n now its finally coming!!
yayy!!
((:
purity rocks ((:

personality cocktail & ice cream

2004-09-19T03:42:00.000-07:00

How to make a cheryl

Ingredients:

5 parts success

3 parts silliness

1 part energy

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add fitness to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
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Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!

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eoys!!

2004-09-17T23:04:00.000-07:00

its that dreaded time of the year again: the eoys.
im so scared that i would do badly.
i keep telling myself not to succumb to the temptations of the internet, but i just cant help it.
and there are two exams in one day.
YES, TWO.
im so gna die. XD

timetable:
4/10-english compo, maths
5/10-hcl compo, science
6/10-history, english paper2
7/10-english literature
8/10-hcl paper2, art
11/10-d&t, chinese literature

these are the subjects im gna fail/do badly:
all

surprising eh?
i have already given up hope of doing well.
i just hope that i wont be transferred to express stream next year.

friday

physics test.
damn difficult.
i hope i dont fail.
im not gna take physics next time.

i miss dance

vindicated

2004-09-10T08:02:00.000-07:00

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing
I am captivated,
I am...

[Chorus]
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that I am...

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Like hope
Dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

bitch

2004-09-10T02:59:00.000-07:00

some people are just so idiotic.
esp "me" and "12".
IF YOO ARE UNHAPPY WITH ME, JUST TELL ME STRAIGHT IN THE FACE.
YOO DONT NEED TO HIDE BEHIND THE COMPUTER SCREEN LIKE A COWARD,
COZ I KNOW WHO YOO ARE.
I DONT SUCK, ONLY COWARDLY, BITCHY, IDIOTS LIKE YOO SUCK.
I NEVER SAID THAT I AM GREAT. DONT PUT WORDS INTO MY MOUTH.
I DONT HATE MYSELF. ONLY PATHETIC PEOPLE LIKE YOO DO.
DONT ACT CUTE IN FRONT OF OTHERS, COZ IT MAKES ME WNA PUKE.
WHEN THEY FIND OUT WHAT YOO REALLY ARE LIKE, YOO WILL HAVE NO FRIENDS.
GET A LIFE. I HATE YOU.

sry abt that.
i was venting my anger.

im so not looking forward to the end-of-yrs.
and my cme marks are gna pull me dwn.
must work hard.
i dont wna be in the same class as all those detestable people.-looks up-

the only time im truly happy is during dance.
although SHE is there.
what to do?
haiz..

pissed

2004-09-09T01:00:00.000-07:00

this is probably the last time im blogging.
coz my father lectured me for no rhyme or reason last night and said tt i cld not come online unless it was for school work.
pffffffft!!!
tt may be a good thing.
i can concentrate better on my studies.
haiz...

today

hillary, jaslin, evelyn, cheryl liu came to do cme.
hillary & jas wore the same shirt while evelyn & c.l wore the same slippers.
i felt so extra.

i dont think we'll score high for the cme.
coz there's like nothing much?
and we're like copying wholesale frm the bk.
haiz...

yesterday

dance in the morn.
huang treats us secones like 3 yr old kids -_-"
i like the indian dance. its nicee ((:

then went to amanda's hse.
her hse has 4 CATS!
i was scared stiff when the cats were on the floor.
and i screamed at least TWICE.
arghh!!
so embarrassing.
i feel kinda bad.
coz the cats cldnt be in the hse.
n i think i scared one of them when i screamed.

went home.
dagu had already celebrated his birthday.
n it was ice cream cake!!
choc, strawberry, vanilla some more!!
and i cldnt eat it!!
coz i was afraid tt my sore throat wld worsen!!
arghh!!
wad a bad time for me to be sick!!
RAHH!!

went to the playgrd/basketball court/badminton court to look for bro/dagu/dagu'sfren.
watched them play badminton, got bored then sms-ed.

oh yeah.
her colour combi sucks la.
hope she wont get in.
haha.
im ~~evil~~ and ~~mean~~.
but if she gets in, she'll become so high and mighty.
and im sure all of us dont want tt to happen.

names

2004-09-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

A - You love to make the people around you
happy and cheerful.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to
meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you,
dont be shy to show it.[huh?]
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing
people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You are always smiling & making others
smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.[erms..]
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like your privacy ..
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You like to laugh.[this is so true((:]
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to
people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W - You like your privacy .
X - You never let people tell you what to do .
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.[pfffft!!!]
Z - You're always fighting with someone...

sore throat

2004-09-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

woke up with sore throat..
bleahs X(
slacked the whole day.
watched tv frm 10 to 11.30
then sms-ed for like almost the whole day..
aft lunch did piano hw.

there was this person fmr nkf who called.
cldnt understand what she was saying unless i listened real hard.
she talked lots of crap all because she wanted me to take a raising-funds card.
haix..
didnt noe how to refuse her, so had to agree to take one card lor..
my mum said she was an indian.
i didnt noe -_-"

hw for the hols:

~~read history chap 7~~
study science
study chinese

guess thats abt it..

stupid "me"

2004-09-05T16:58:00.000-07:00

didnt go to church today.
went for lunch at j8.
had fish fillet with rice.
so plain lar.
and it cost $5?
im nv gna buy frm tt stall agn.
bought lime mag agn.
coz i bought one with green monk bag yesterday, and i didnt like it, so bought the one with brown monk bag today.
hees.

going to amanda's hse for music on wed.
then cme on thurs and maybe friday.
haix..
this holiday really not holiday lar.
dun even have time to study lar.

TO THE PERSON WHO HAS BEEN IMPERSONATING ME:
YOU HAD BETTER STOP IT OKAY.
STOP MALIGNING ME.
IF YOU THINK YOU CAN SOW DISCORD BETWEEN OLIVIA AND ME, YOU ARE SO WRONG.
COZ THAT IS NOT GNA HAPPEN.
SO THERE.
IDIOT.

upside down

2004-09-05T03:18:00.000-07:00

My grades are down from As to Ds
I'm way behind in history
I've lost myself in fantasies
Of you and me together

I don't know why
But dreamin's all I do
I won't get by
On mere imagination

*chorus*

Upside down
Bouncing off the ceiling
Inside out
Stranger to this feeling
Got no clue
What I should do
I'd go crazy if I can't get next to you

My teacher says to concentrate
So what-his name is Peter the Great
The kings and queens will have to wait
Cause I don't have forever

I wish that I
Could walk right up to you
Each time I try
The same old hesitation

*chorus*

Somehow, some day
You will love me too
One day we'll meet again
And all our dreams come true
Hahaha! Wo...Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!

*chorus*

Upside down
Bouncing off the ceiling
Inside out
Stranger to this feeling
Got no clue
What I should do
I'd go crazy if I can't get next to you(x3)

i just lovee this song.
it brings back memories of us 6a dancers, clinchig the best dance group..
i love 6 amethyst 2003! We rock forever!

quiz

2004-09-04T19:25:00.000-07:00

And you are............... Hermione! Your a smart,
clever person, and you can be very brave too!!
You love your friendz like family, and your a
great friend to have!!

Which Harry Potter Character are You???
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farewell

2004-09-03T22:34:00.000-07:00

thursday

dance farewell.
came at ard 11.
wasnt expecting so many ppl to be there.
total of 6 ppl performed for indian: huwen, lei ping, angie, geraldine, jie hui, me.
we wore spag & halter tops.
i was so shocked when angie told me i had to wear either one!
i had never worn a spag or halter top in my whole life!
in the end i wore yellow spag borrowed frm mummy.

we practised in the forum barefooted.
then the seniors liked our dance.
they said it was cute. -_-"
at last the sec fours came n us sec ones & twos went to drama studio.
then when came our turn to perform i was like keep on looking dwn and laughing.
im glad indian dance did well in the end.
we were quite last minute.

retro was the best lar.
i think we were second best((:

charlottethepresident said it must not be a sad farewell.
instead it must be a hahaha farewell.
lolx...
some of the sec fours gave us gifts despite us not giving them.
i felt so guilty.
so me and a few others are giving them after the hols.

zhihui : lollipop[which wasnt cheapskate(:]
dawn&lingyi : wooden peg with name attached to a note[ actually i dun even noe who they are!]
xiaowei&shunting : purple wax heart
genevieve : note and gummy sweet
priscillia, wenting, xiuyi, peck ying, genevieve : this circle thing which i think is a coaster.

though most of us secones were not very close to the fours, i still felt kinda sad.

friday

had maths common test.
dun tink i'll do well.
went to sel's hse.
her sister so naughty la.

today

little india trip.
luckily im not in same grp as HER.
simin[leader], me, xun min, alyssa, amanda.
so damn hot lar.

stupid jonathan.
she offered her hotdogs to ppl, like she wanted to spite me.
idiot. YOU THINK THAT YOU CAN SPITE ME JUST BY DOING THAT? YOU'RE SO WRONG I TELL YOU.
I HATE YOU FOREVER.

and the b****'* grp won.
so what?
B****

i noe im very ~~mean~~ by doing tt.
but i cant help it.
and she deserves it.
and i dun care if she reads it.
or others read it.
it's just what i think of her.

nth much liao.
byes.

sexy naughty bitchy me.

2004-08-31T03:00:00.000-07:00

arghh!!!!
im soooo frustrated!!!
typed twice and everything disappeared!!

Teachers day.
Had some awards ceremony.
Performances were boring.

had cookies ho and maine baked as recess.
supposed to have dance prac but in the end , angie and me went to 2grace and huwen taught the steps.
i havent even absorb properly and she already finish teaching the dance.
im so gna be a total failure.
maybe I shld just pon the sec4 farewell.

saw erjiejie at canteen.
saw her agn when returning to class frm clit.
didnt call her.
afraid tt i'll embarrass her and she'll ignore me or something.

went to dq.
felt so distant frm frens.
now I realise tt I didn’t have any true frens in dq.
sad huh?

kaihui came.
hair tied up now.
cldnt recognise her.
hees.
she kept on taking pics.

saw shuhui.
didn’t wave to her and she didn’t see me.

we followed mrs cordeiro to canteen like a big entourage.
so funny((:

han-chih’s things got stolen.
wallet and discman I think.
poor girl.
went to blk 557.
she suspected the malay and indian boys.
even wanted to call the police when the boys refused to help her.
so she asked boon kiat to help her ask them if she cld search their bags.
they were sort of like pissed?
so scared tt they wld fight.
the rest of the girls sat along the railing.
then one boy said: why u all sitting like tt? bus stop ar?
so funny.

wanted to go j8 with esti, mal, char, shijie, but decided not to.
went home instead.

results

2004-08-30T02:27:00.000-07:00

got back ppr & history ct today.
ppr okok la.
i improved. ((:
but got one band 3.
history got 24/30.
lousy.
i was expecting to get lower coz of the structured questions.
clss tee's gna be BLACK!!
yayy!! ((:

dunno wads gna happen to the indian dance.
i have a bad feeling tt its gna be a total failure & i'll embarrass myself.

shiai said to call her tonight.
said she had some plan or wadeva.
going back to dq tomms. ((:
lookin forward to seeing teachers agn.

feel kinda guilty.
coz didnt really put in much effort to get gifts for st nicks tchers.
charmaine's buying them & i'll just share cost with her & a few others.

i like music lessons.
sang somewhere over the rainbow & my favourite things frm the sound of music.
the songs are nice.((:

i still dunno how to do a strikeout!
can someone teach me?

disney princess pageant

2004-08-29T02:04:00.000-07:00

went church.
no yd.
talked with esther instead.

then lunched at united square.
ate duck rice.
nicenice.

watched disney princess pageant[auditions]
some of them sooo cute!
there was this 12 yr old girl who sang real well.
her voice damn good la.
then had to go home.
when i wanted to continue watching.
hrmph!!

made present for mrs cordeiro & mrs rosiah.
i really dunno wads gna happen on tues.
haix..
nxt wk's gna be a real busy week.

mon: per normal
tues: morn-celebration, afternoon-lessons. then go dq.
wed: holiday.
thurs: supposed to be holiday, but morn-go sara's hse to do music project, afternoon: sec4 farewell
fri: science & maths common test

haix..

erjiejie

2004-08-27T21:29:00.000-07:00

dance.
ended super early lar.
at 9.45!
cindyzhuang didnt come.

like the retro dance.
used to like the indian one, but now i dont.
talking about that, im really gna fail and ruin the whole dance.
haix...

met erjiejie on the way to canteen.
walked right past her and she didnt see me.
called her TWICE but she didn't hear.
guess i spoke too soft.
geraldine said she cldnt hear even though she was beside me.
or maybe that wasnt her.
ohwells.

took bus with michelle.
talked abit.

totally hate jonathan to the core.
she sucks.

tired

2004-08-27T01:43:00.000-07:00

day's events:

pe: table tennis
im sooo super lousy!
frm no.8 to no. 1!?
haix..
im no good at any kind of sports..

dance enrichment test: die.

english: went comp lab to watch pleasantville.
dun really understand it though.

recess: bought fish burger then went to dance studio.
huwen and leiping taught indian dance.
i dunno how to dance!!
and the de teacher also danced with us!
then pratically flew back to class.
coz the rest were running.
pinafore was on my shoulders and shoes not worn properly and i was running.
i must have looked a sight.
luckily angie and geraldine helped me hold my things.
and i wore pinafore and shoes properly.
and sprinted back to class.
luckily no tingxie
otherwise i surely fail.

had science prac.
ok la.
but my measurements qte diff frm the others.
dun care already.

stayed back for 1/2 hr to do elit.
aiming suwi boonmeng walked past classrm.
im "james".
coz i didnt want to be tony or gordon.

stupid jonathan.
i hate it. IT.
frm now onwards i shall call her IT.
you think i dont know you're criticising me?
bitch.
you will nv have a best friend.

changed layout.
but i dont like the font colour.
and i dont know how to change it.
haix..

byee.

dance

2004-08-26T07:11:00.000-07:00

nth much today.
cept that had cme test and as usual dance.
huwen said to stay back after dance, n in the end change to tmr recess. haix.
and we have to do the sideways-shake-the-head thingy. i can't do!!
peckying, priscillia, xiaowei snrs came.
n watched some parts of our tantiao
n once, charlotte told me to smile.
i didn't know i had to smile when doing tantiao!
weird.
and when i did the forward-shake-head-thingy to the rhytmn of the tantiao music, yewei said i looked like a professional camel!
lolx..
hafta go now.
tata~

haiz

2004-08-25T06:08:00.000-07:00

today sucked.
almost half the class was in the toilet coz ppl were crying.
becoz of me.
but it was partly their fault.
they DITCHED the three of us.
i was so pissed.
but i felt so guilty, so i cried in the end after everyone had stopped crying.
anw, i wont tok abt tt.

looking forward to tchers day!
and meeting my dear 6a classmates again.
not too sure bout wad we're gna do tho.
meeting char, esti n shiai for recess to discuss.
and shiai actually suggested giving the lifeSpriNG bottle!
so funny.

watched olympics-gymnastics.
they damn good la.
i like the rhythmic gym. esp their costume.
and they do everything like so effortlessly?
so jealous.
im motivated by them to work harder.
haha.

gtg now.
toodles!

new blog!

2004-08-20T21:10:00.000-07:00

just changed my blog.
the url is a translation of my chinese name if you didn't notice[chunling](:

anw, had dance today.
wore sweatpants.
n so did angie n geraldine!
cindyzhuang didnt come so charlottethepresident made us do stretches.
n these thailand visitors came n watched us do yanshen coz tt's the only thing we do well.
and i finally learnt how to do xiaotiao and the other type of tiao [i dunno wat is it called, but its the one where u bounce twice font and back]
deborah[short haired] taught angie, mariel n me.
so happy.
and the seniors had a debate on whether the galloping part of xiaotiao was right or left leg.
so funny.

aiming cut her hair!!
such a pity.
she looks nicer with long hair.
she was doing her art while we had dance with boon meng i think.
her art damn good lor.
so envious.

charlotte was pissed with us.
coz we didnt listen to her.

gtg look for a template now.
tata!